Its going to be a Long post~ =D

This morning wake up at about 6 am plus... -.- Darn it, tired ok. Today was a total waste of my

time to go back, luckily i got Amy's accompany. haha i can tell she also very bored at there, but

at least got aircon leh. I went to sch to take a look at the event, got Anton and Debbie i wonder

why Anton stil ask me go, hmm then nth impt also dun need much help, so i went out of sch to

883 for my breakfast first, very hungry. After that headed back to sch, i also wake tt xiao bao

up, they going soccer. Energetic sia... I wan slp also diff, they stil soccer, Nvm. They trained b4

haha. Ok back to sch, walk ard looking for mr viknes but nv see him...then chatted in the control

room with Debbie, all along he working in the zoo's restaurant...he told me that the zoo there

very short handed~! I listen then i was like why he din tell me earlier, omg...then he say he

thought i had a job already becoz one month ago Anton phoned me and i told him i am very

busy, i had no time for AVA... brrr. and they thought i working... blame the word busy~ lol jk

Nvm, but he still ask me go join him becoz i can choose the day i wan, even sch reopen he also

working, few days work the boss also fine with it. Lalala. its too late to say anything now. haha

okok i think i am not going, 10 more days plus to sch reopen... Sians~ seriously, i am not ready

yet =/ After the resgistration for 2007 batch sec 1 ended, its still quite early, i also dun feel like

going home so early yet so me and Amy went to look for xiao bao and the rest. Then i was like

totally shagged out, my battery really need to charge at that time, so at about 12 plus noon i

went home, bathe and slp... =) At about 7 evening plus i wake up, and find out that mum and sis

also slping, haha.. The sleepy family~ =D Then not long after mum also wake up, then she told

me that sis was waiting for me, she wanted to ask me to go tampines to shop for the christmas

gift xchange, but it was quite later, so we went to causeway instead lor.. sis managed to buy

hers, but i shop for very long i still cant find anything suitable, so i told sis that i will go and meet

her tmr at tampines after she done with her project. hmm we walked back frm causeway point,

and we discussed many things, mostly bout family matters, i am sad to hear all that and i am

really stressed out, but i believed they are a hundred, a thousand times more stress than me, i

wonder when can we overcome all these... i am really scared, very scared, I am waiting for a

certain day to arrive, also at the same time, i hope that the bad day will not come first. i dun

know

how to put all this problems in a more simple way becoz its not simple at all... what and how

shld i express the things and problems i am facing now? i am not sure either, i wanted to share

with Amy bout all these but i dun know where and how shld i start, and whenever i am with

her, i can only hear my laughters, but whenever after the laughters, i tend to recall the things

again and by then Amy is not with me anymore, she is at home of coz. =/ Things went far

beyond my imagination, alot alot more far, i am left with two or three months if that were to

really come true, please dun, i cant imagine if that day were to come and that day i wanted were

to gone... I am currently listening to a song Kao yan, its a really nice one, and very qiao lor~ If

all these are meant to be a test, can i withstand, or shld i say how long will i be able to hold b4 it

ends...