Today is the fifth day of sch reopening, ninth day of the start of 2007, and dun know how many more days to N lvl =/ SIAN! Lazy to blog for the past few days, no mood a plus the internet very lag, sch reopen le kinda feel stressed at times becoz things ard jus aint going right and its not the way i expect, much more diff... =( I dun know how to express myself now, i jus know tt i am really sad, sadded. I dun wish to disappoint his efforts made, but at the same time i dun wan to make myself feel unhappy. I told sis about it, her thinking also same with me =/ I was still thinking will i be able to go back to the past, i hope i can but it seems much impossible than possible. shld i or shld i not...maybe i shld really keep to my words, keep the the grace period, it wasnt easy to step out a little, months of time i spent. Why cant i jus concentrate more on other things.. duhz...

Today english period had a test, all i can say is "nt diff at all... =x i didnt had enough time, although it was completed but but but totally no time to check... When Mr viknes remind us that we are left with 3 mins, i start to feel panicked and again tt stressed feeling came out again... OMG. i need a break, many many things are really happening, one comes after another. when is it going to stop?! I keep asking myself jus wat is it i wan actually.............................................

I LOVE GOING TO SCHOOL~ I Lied =x