Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 5:05 AM
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I knew it. =( words left unspoken and unable to express out. Ytd i happened to read one letter, she wrote it. her heartfelt words are all inside, she said she felt jealous bla bla. On valentines day tt day. after ytd i read tt letter, made me even more sure that she is really serious in wanting him very much, the things tt she keep on thinking, her thoughts. All i know. Am i thinking too much? i jus feel that everyday she is trying to make me, how shld i say? hmm i jus know that she would deliberately tel me something... how shld i solve this problem? i am already trying hard nt to talk to him, trying hard to let u jus be the only one who msg and talks to him everyday. but u seems lik keep dragging our friendship into this problem, u are the one who say that u do not wan to use our friendship to sacrifice. but the things u keep writing are really pressuring me. Have u have any idea how stressed i am currently? I have many problems to take care of, my family problems alone can really kill me, i already wont expect anyhting with him, i already stepped out. but yet this is wat i get when u already got my promise. Love really can make one change, i dun know our close friendship can last how long. what if i really leave evg one day where u are all still continuing for ur de sec 5? maybe at that time u will realise how impt our friendship is. one only know how to cherish when something is gone. Dang wo kan de he zhi dao ni xin li de xiang fa de shi hou, wo zhen de yi jing mei li qi le. xian zai de wo zhen de mei li qi le... ='(
