Everything is so different now, I dont know why things turned out like that but all i know is i will accept everything that comes, be it good or bad anyway also no much good will come to me. hmm after mr sanjay's lecture ytd, i knew and learnt somethings =/ but there is one saying that sometimes it' best for you not to know too much things but am i always knowing so many things =/ seriously, really does no good to me, ai... Nowadays, we machiam in the Sri lanka-The troubled Land. Alot alot of conflicts happening and going on, yes. Past few days, somethings happened again, i really thought about tt seriously, i dun really know wat i was typing tt day but definitely i was thinking deeeeeeep, alot of things. I dont really like to express out fully of my thoughts becoz i assumed people close to me or used to be close to me might know and understand what i was thinking becoz sometimes i am really very lazy to explain for anything, or maybe can say tt i just cant be bothered becoz i find somethings really too bo liao. yes, i know that she once said to me 4 tt sometimes i wont care for her feelings, but (no offense) what about u? Do you really realised tt why you always say you will burst all this, bla bla becoz deep in ur heart, u are the one hiding ur words and thoughts, but u are expecting people to let u know abt their's things. I no longer know how to put it to u or in fact i have nv know b4. I tried, alot of times, to let you know but it always nv come out with any conclusion becoz u would jus keep everything to urself and u cnt expecting ppl to always be the initiative side. I know this sentence should be referring to everyone but i am jus hoping tt u wil know too "u have to do some self reflection b4 u wan to comment on me or whoever" And i am someone who seriously cnt tolerate being vent anger on so pls dun behave like the whole world is in fault when only a couple or few who has offended u. Im not trying to attack u but i wan u to know tt the feeling being vent anger on isnt nice and not enough patience is not true becoz try putting urself in my shoes...