Hurt, felt so hurt...

Why must i put so muhc time and effort into this relationship...not the least appreciated and cherished...

We really differ on our opinions and views...

How can this kind of diff character ppl get along well...

I really missed the past...i miss you also...

Actually all these happenings only proved one thing, im still not up to the "standard"? to handle relationship...

I give up things so easily, always...

Im becoming so unlike myself...

O lvl is coming and i dun feel like taking o lvl...

I feel like crying out loud but there are always ppl at home...

How i wish i was not born into this world...so extra.

Im tired also :'( real tired... i jus feel like giving up everything but i cant do it.