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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 6:19 AM
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Im sitting here, thinking about
How im gonna do without you around in my life
And how am i, i gon get by

I aint got no days
Just lonely nights
If you want the truth
Well boy im not alright

Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (Im lonely)
Are you for real (So lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (It's like i dream you all the time)
So lonely

Or let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday i die)
Wish I was dreaming but it's real (When i open up my eyes)
Or let me tell you how it feels (And dont see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have
From time to time
I miss you standing by my side

Im dying here
It's clear to see
There aint no you
God knows there aint no me

Dont wanna live
I wanna die
If i cant have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (Im lonely)
Are you for real (So lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (It's like i dream you all the time)
So lonely

Or let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but it's real (When i open up my eyes)
Or let me tell you how it feels (And dont see your pretty face)
I think that i, i will never love again


This song best describe my feelings now

Although i told and swear to myself i want to get you out of my mind
Becoz you were so cruel
But everyday, every min and every thing that im doing
I just think of you

I think of the cruel you
I think of our past memories
I think of the happy times we had tgt
Then i finally thought and wondered why is it that you can let everything go so Easily

Then i ask myself why is it that u are so happy now
And i have to bear with all the pain
I tell myself i have to change
Change for the better, change my appearance, change everything

Then in the end, i ask myself why again
Nowadays, i just keep asking questions to myself
So many whys, they went unanswered

The rs ended like this
And i swear i am really hurt, very very hurt
The pain is tearing my heart
It is so so painful that i think i can never forget

Now i only know, our love will never come back again
You are already no longer mine
You are already no longer the past Daniel i knew
Everday i tell myself these
But i still cant forget anything

Every actions and words of anyone or everyone can make me think of you
I really dun believe in love anymore
Becoz after so much of commitment and effort
All i get in return are just the pain misery heartache betrayal

My heart has really given up totally...
IM Shattered and disheartened. Totally.