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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 6:19 AM
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Im sitting here, thinking about How im gonna do without you around in my life And how am i, i gon get by I aint got no days Just lonely nights If you want the truth Well boy im not alright Feel out of place and out of time I think im gonna lose my mind So tell me how you feel (Im lonely) Are you for real (So lonely) Do you still think of me (I think of you) Baby still (You only) Do you dream of me at night (It's like i dream you all the time) So lonely Or let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday i die) Wish I was dreaming but it's real (When i open up my eyes) Or let me tell you how it feels (And dont see your pretty face) I think that i will never love again I miss your face I miss your kiss I even miss the arguments That we would have From time to time I miss you standing by my side Im dying here It's clear to see There aint no you God knows there aint no me Dont wanna live I wanna die If i cant have you in my life So tell me how you feel (Im lonely) Are you for real (So lonely) Do you still think of me (I think of you) Baby still (You only) Do you dream of me at night (It's like i dream you all the time) So lonely Or let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday i die) Wish i was dreaming but it's real (When i open up my eyes) Or let me tell you how it feels (And dont see your pretty face) I think that i, i will never love again This song best describe my feelings now Although i told and swear to myself i want to get you out of my mind Becoz you were so cruel But everyday, every min and every thing that im doing I just think of you I think of the cruel you I think of our past memories I think of the happy times we had tgt Then i finally thought and wondered why is it that you can let everything go so Easily Then i ask myself why is it that u are so happy now And i have to bear with all the pain I tell myself i have to change Change for the better, change my appearance, change everything Then in the end, i ask myself why again Nowadays, i just keep asking questions to myself So many whys, they went unanswered The rs ended like this And i swear i am really hurt, very very hurt The pain is tearing my heart It is so so painful that i think i can never forget Now i only know, our love will never come back again You are already no longer mine You are already no longer the past Daniel i knew Everday i tell myself these But i still cant forget anything Every actions and words of anyone or everyone can make me think of you I really dun believe in love anymore Becoz after so much of commitment and effort All i get in return are just the pain misery heartache betrayal My heart has really given up totally... IM Shattered and disheartened. Totally. |